Happy Full Moon in Sagittarius…
after a Flower Full Moon in my sign of Scorpio earlier this month.
No wonder I've been crying so much. The pressure is on. And all the things lying under the surface has been coming up for me surrounding my worth, value, identity, money and relationships.
What about you?
Clearly this month is pretty much over… bare with me, please.
This month, I have realized that there are places and relationships where I have been overpouring and overextending my energy. This realization has also been extending into the ways that I share online and how much of myself I give away freely.
I have been noticing this for quite time in other areas of my life and have since been slowly exiting those connections one by one. If they aren't spaces or connections that I can exit, I have been calling my energy back and giving only what I have to give, if even I have anything to give.
You see…
this is apart of discernment and wisdom.
I've been studying a lot and seeking what it really means to seek after God… what that truly looks like. More on that another day.
However, with that being said, I won't be writing here much anymore. I do love to write; however, my writings and related videos will have to be exclusive to those who really appreciate and value them. Furthermore, once I can figure out where that is, I will let you all know. I was hoping that it would be YouTube but I have to get my numbers up there first before I can do that. Which, by the way, I want to give more attention to my YouTube. Perhaps, I'll use Substack, Patreon or… my website.
Either way, I give a lot of energy into what I do to provide you with quality content.
It's time that I stop over-pouring and be properly reciprocated so that I can continue to show up for you.
Some of you may or may not know that I left teaching full time in January because, even that space was draining my f*cking soul. I couldn't take it anymore. It's not a space conducive for creatives like me, in my opinion. It was sucking the life force out of me, killing my identity and my dream right along with it. And, me, I just cannot allow that… even if the people closest to me cannot understand.
I've realized, more than ever, that it is not for them to get. It's for me. I was given the vision. I hear the still voice.
Me.
I overstand their frustration but even that isn't my business.
Anyways…
I have been spending a lot of time over at Instagram because that is where I show up naturally and because I can see my views going up there and I pretty much am getting the hang of how it works now after many evenings and afternoon in classes and communities that teach content creation and strategy; however, even there, the level of energy doesn't match so, I am going back to the drawing board with a new plan that doesn't require me giving so much energy to what is not giving energy back.
This season for me is about true reciprocity.
As y'all know, I've been in this season for quite some time now. It's been a progression...
I feel like I've entered the height of it after being surplused from one school to another as a teacher with the local school system here (which I will absolutely not give any credit to unless it comes with a check). I didn't feel valued there albeit bringing so much to the table. But, also, I didn't want to be there after being surplussed (snatched) from a school that felt like home and transferred over into a school that felt like it was filled with haters and immature high school adults. But I won't complain, nor will I point fingers. I have learned through my studies at Kripalu that that experience was an igniter versus a villain. It was the ignition necessary to get me THE F*CK up out of there and onto my path. Back on course.
So… yea… all that to say to Miami…
this is our last season together.
When I check my analytics, Miami, my home, is not where it's at.
I've been giving you so much energy with very little in return.
I love you; however, my analytics show me that the reciprocity is elsewhere. That is where my focus is shifting. So, this season is the last season that I will be spending it here in Miami. So, with my upcoming FIND YOUR RIMIDI experiences and local bookings, I suggest you take advantage of proximity unless you plan to travel because this will be the last time that you will be able to access me here for a very long time or until something changes, analytics wise. I have been working against myself, showing up in spaces where my audience isn't, where I wasn't appreciated nor valued… where I was used… or where I was simply out of alignment all for the sake of a dollar, compromising my value in the name of money. As a woman of God, that hasn't been very wise of me. Nor has it been very wise of me as a business woman. Although I will say, in seeking God, that is how I ended up here.
No hard feelings, though. It's just business and value. Wisdom. Always love.
And, listen.. it's not you. It's the city. It's home but not to my music even if there are a few of you here.
To the countries and cities that have been tuning in and listening to my music, I haven't given you enough love and attention, or even a simple acknowledgment:
Chicago, NYC, LA, Seattle, Toronto, London, UK, Berlin, Japan, Denver, San Jose, CA, Atlanta, Zurich, Switzerland, Stuttgart, Germany, San Francisco, Brazil, Australia and parts of Africa…
You, my loves, are on my radar.
BIG TIME.
I am always talking about Miami (my home). You all probably didn't even realize that I knew that you even existed.
Well, I meannn.. I've been learning some new things so I kinda didn't.
It's time to go BIG or go home. And, quite frankly, I am ready to move on from home.
Home has been keeping me safe… home has been keeping me small.
Miami, I love you.
You will always be my first love. My training ground. The environment that groomed me for what's next and into who I am.
I am keeping to myself, for now, when this is happening; however, I am advising you now to experience me while you can. When value increases, so does the access… and so does the reach.
Selah.
REMINDER:
You already know what you’re called to do.
You have to trust yourself again. You have to trust what you hear.
Trust what you know.
It’s the vision that won’t leave you alone.
The thing that keeps repeating.
The thing you love but keep delaying.
That’s not random.
That’s instruction.
And this is a now season.
Not later.
Not when it’s perfect.
Now.
Build.
Like Noah.
Because it is about to rain.
And the rain will be both:
what feels like loss
and what reveals as blessing
The difference?
Obedience.
-RIMIDI