It’s that freaky ass connection that some of us have with toxic relationships.
Relationships.
What is this obsession with pour treatment?
I just needed a moment and space to express myself. Not so much what I am sensing, more this time what I KNOW. Even more so, what I feel is necessary for me to thrive. Alot of it looks like a healthy balance of selfishness and showing up for ME first. That's why this 9 year is about. 9 = completion + the closing of a chapter... or book.
This is the overall feeling and energy of this Full Moon in Cancer: the home, family, domestic matters and a conscious demand to feel our feels. Love is in the air while discipline demands our attention as a necessary means and requirement of self-love.
There is some energy in the air supporting and thrusting us into our most disciplined self. Meanwhile, there is the development of a new world with humans literally living in and experiencing two totally different realities, heaven or hell, depending on their state of mind and the constant and repetitive stories told within.
Everything is perspective.
Will you play the victim, persecutor or hero? Or, will you be and exist from a space and knowing that you are a Creator with life happening for you not to you. This encouragement dynamic allows us to see life from a perspective of I am the Creator and THIS, THIS here situation, whatever it is, is here to challenge and ignite me or encourage and coach me.
Life happens for me.
This is an exciting perspective and way to experience life.
So, in my new perspective, I’ve concluded that I can only be in spaces that are conducive to my ability to thrive and invites my most authentic self. For the sake of my mental health, this is what i am calling in through conscious and intentional self work.
Anyways, I took to Google to look up the definition of relationships.
/rəˈlāSHənˌSHip/
Google's definition from Oxford Languages, defines the word "relationship" as "the way in which two or more people or groups regard and behave toward each other.
Ah... so, it is a choice!
You have the free will and choice to choose relationships that behave towards you, in and out of your presence, with the highest regards and pure intentions towards you. This applies to any and all relationships!
It is true that, “vibes don’t lie”. Yet we often times, or sometimes or ever now and then depending on the situation or the person, ignore them.
Why?
Why do we not trust ourselves?
You're so comfortable that you won't move.
Do you trust yourself?
Why don’t I trust me?
I said I would write every single day yet I haven’t written. Although, every day, I arrive and show up (barely) to your establishment.
I’ve betrayed myself, yet, once again.
Showing up for everyone else with full intensity while giving oneself the bare minimum. That is the revelation
Silence.
I digress.
Happy Full Moon in Cancer!
Peace,
RIMIDI
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